let's talk
let's live
03.20.16
i am nothing but i am everything
i am to me and i am to you
the former and always the former
the latter and never the latter
let me be your definition of perfection
lest i be your definition of imperfection
even the latter is acceptable
at least it will give me some sort of meaning
big words are all it takes to make me feel important
to make me feel smart to make me feel tolerable
to make me
feel
to make
me
let me be important lest i be unimportant
let me have definition let me have
meaning
find within myself nothing
find within myself everything
i both have and am
the former and always the former
the latter and never the latter
headache
05.24.16
you know when you get up way too fast and your head starts to spin
that's how you make me feel
dizzy dizzy dizzy
my vision clouds with thoughts of you
dizzy dizzy dizzy
i'm tumbling over my own feet
dizzy dizzy dizzy
you make the grey sky look beautiful
you painted it with shades of blue and green and opal and lilac
you make me feel as if the sun isn't out unless you're around
but you're never around
maybe thats why it's always so dark
pt1
06.05.16
have you ever thought of treating someone so kindly
you felt nauseous
nauseated
disgusting, vomit-worthy thoughts
i've never thought this before
not before this
not before you
let's meet up together
you know where
i'm always there
visiting
you're sixth in charge
working
we never see each other though
not there
what if we sat there
in that place
and watched that show
you know the one
where they compete to become the best
the best of the best
at least for that summer
yeah, that one
what if we watched it together?
it would be fun, i'd imagine
what if we were to listen to music?
together, in that place
i know we share the same taste
you like what i like
whatever you liked that i didn't know
i'd listen
and grow to like it
as i did you
you could tell me more of what you like
i'm bound to like it too
as i am you