This is for the ones who never got the apology for loving too hard

For the ones who were called crazy for their intuition being right

For the ones with discernment stronger than the ocean waves crashing

For the ones with a heart so forgiving as our God

For the ones full of wounds and scars

For the ones who tried to understand the person who hurt them and their reasons why

For the ones who tried to fix what they didn’t even break

For the ones who seek peace in the chaos of their mind

For the ones who pray for their healing every single night

I know your pain

I know your cries

I know your thoughts

I know it’s not in you to do them the same

I know it’s not in you to seek revenge for everything they’ve done

I know you don’t regret the love you gave

I know if you had the choice you wouldn’t even want them to know the taste

I know you’re bigger than that

I 'm sorry you were unappreciated and undervalued

I'm sorry your worth was never recognized

I’m sorry your heart was not in good hands

I’m sorry you were left when things got hard between you two

I’m sorry your voice was always silenced

I’m sorry your love was never reciprocated

I’m sorry you were made to seem as somebody you’re not for all the evidence you had

I’m sorry you were made to seem as if you did all the bad

I’m sorry you lost yourself trying to understand why

I’m sorry you forgot who you were when you looked in the mirror

Please never allow another to make you feel that way

Please allow yourself to heal

Please never stop loving

Please never stop growing

Please don’t ever settle again

you are worth more than you know

you are a reflection of the sun

you are 1 of 1

One that is made so unique

I hold space for you

I root for you

I stand for you

I will continue to speak for you

I’m sorry you never got your apology

I’m sorry you never got your closure

But I pray you allow this letter to open the door to your healing

for those who are no longer here 

who have left 

or that i had to walk away from 

or that are in heaven 

i am still rooting for you 

i still pray for you 

i still love you 

i wish you could experience this birth with me 

i know you'd be proud 

thank you for all the lessons that turned into wisdom

you were a chapter in my story of life

may you find peace along your journey

it's still love on this side 

like kehlani said, you should be here. 

sometimes no closure, is closure.

-don’t touch the door