I lived in California my whole life I was born there while my sisters were born in Las Vegas and we're raised there the most.I didn't really have a father figure around.Neither did my sisters.I would be with my dad like a week every couple months I was always with my mom or grandma I was closer to my grandma more than my mom tbh.I was around 11 when my mom told me we were moving to seattle I hated that idea I hated the fact I had to make new friend especially going into middle school and I was homeschooled.Life is hella hard rn.It's so damn hard not having a dad there for you when you need them when you have a full time working mom that's never there and when you wanna talk she's always busy, or she can never talk she's always on the phone and sometimes I do talk to her but she's always on the phone "busy" she doesn't really care.Yeah my dad isn't here he didn't leave me and my sisters.Real story is he wasn't in a good place my mom left him he was selling drugs when my mom didn't want him to.Because I was born and shit.I honestly wish I was in Cali or Texas I have more fam in Cali more true friend than who I have here in Seattle tbh, Texas I have my dad.And honestly yeah he did sum stupid shit but he's like okay now and I wanna start fresh with him even though it's been hella and I rlly don't know what he looks like . I just really miss him,we were never always together but when we were he would listen to me no matter what. He's the best listener and he's always there for me and always cared.
Friends aren't always going to be loyal.Everyone should know that I knew that but sometimes yo I wish people could come with previews to see how they r my best friend Briana I met her in first grade in. California and I left before 6th grade.Shes been there for me ever since like no fight 1-9th grade like none I love her so much she's also a great listener she's always there for me even 944.3 miles away.There for me when the person next to me isn't.I'm so blessed to have her in my life.I moved to Seattle before 6th grade I was around 11 and I was like hella sad I had to move because I lost contact with my other best friend Sebrina my mom messed up her phone and she lost all her contacts so she got a new phone and a new number.We looked forever for her number but I didn't know where she lives nether did my mom because Sebrinas mom would always pick me up when we meet up.I was so sad because she moved schools and it was all bad.Till this day I still look her up on Instagram lol I miss her so much we both loved all the twilight movies 😂We were both team. jacob lol.I really miss California yeah it's good here in Seattle but it's different.
Nebil was that one friend that could make you laugh no matter what we never fought which was funny cuz we would argue but over little things and we ended up laughing about it later.Kryshele was the same she would always make me laugh no matter what.she was always there for me then there's patricia she's that one funny lit friend which everyone needs 😂We would always hang and we always had each other's backs us four were that group who were always together lmao.Well since I talked about then I might as well talk about my other close friends (Nakie Gabriel jj angelica Jzaidyn and Fatima)Nakie was my bitchhhhh we did stupid shit we talked shit lmaooo but yeah we were those two baddies and Patricia hahha and Gabriel delgadooooo my other guy bestieee he's lit I would do anything for that guy since day 1 we always chilled with each other jj my bro bro we been thru everything together we there for each other he's always happy and makes my days. Angelica ahhh she's my second mom she's always there for me I love her so much we've been through hell and back we've been thought tough times and yeah we argued but at the end of the day we always had each other. Yaallll Jzaidyn my rod we also been thru so much shit loved her to the moon and back 😂😂ahhah I tell her everything she gives me hella good advice and we have roast sessions here and there Lmao and Fatima my hoe hahahahh we always joking around we live each other no matter whaatttt there's cassidy which we barely got close this year and I'm glad we did sand with Corinne love them so much then BRANDON my brother from another mother always knows how to make me smile and skod squad for life lmao (Me Jeffrey Patricia and Brandon) we all sat together on the first day in a four group table and we all became close!!
I wanna take a little moment to talk about my squad,Nebil patricia Fatima nakie and Kryshele,you honestly don't know how loyal they are we've all been there for each other no matter what yeah we got into little fights but at the end of the day we all had each others backs.They're all so loving,caring,funny as shit like I'm so happy I met them since day 1 I've been close with all of them.Im just blessed to have friends like them,that each have their own unique amazing personalities.