The Anatomy of First Love

 

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A Sypnosis

I woke up feeling so uneasy. My whole body aches. Yeah right, I remember we did it last night. I gave it to someone I love. To someone who doesn't love me back. What's happening to me? I stood up and grabbed my dress that I managed to find under the bed. I can still feel the pain. Physically and emotionally. I'm not sure if what I did last night was right but all I know is that I love him, so much.

I made my way down, heading for the kitchen. The smoke coming from there makes my stomach growled. Hmmm. Bacon and eggs. I hid a smile from my lips. As I reached the dinning area, I saw him. Wearing an apron, a spatula in hand. He was tossing a couple of bacons on the pan. He looked simply sexy while doing this.

I sat down on the chair, not too far from him. The chair made a little sound of squeak. He froze. Why? Didn't he expect me here? He immediately recovered and continued what he was doing. "Pack your things and leave." he said as cold as ice.

What? Pack my things and leave? After he get my virginity he will just tell me to leave?

"B-but Spencer-" I tried to stand up he turned around and met my gaze.

"Last night was nothing." he said then looked away.

"We made love-" again he didn't let me finish my words.

"We made sex Georgette, not love. I thought you weren't a virgin?" then he continue cooking the almost burned bacons.

He thought that I was what? And Sex? What's the difference of making love from that?! Ow. I know. Because it's just me who loves him. I stood up and started walking. Before I reached the end of the dining area I heard him say "Eat before you leave."

When I turned around, I saw him fixing his polo and wore his signature lab coat. Why does he look so perfect even by just doing a simple thing? After grabbing his car keys, he was out of my sight.

I felt like my world would crash. One-sided love sucks, big time. It feels like a sniper firing at you all day. But hey, because of the gun shots, I'm numb. I can't even feel anything, literally.

I went back to the room and looked for my things. Dmn that blood stain. I got my backpack and wore my sneakers. Yeah right. A not so typical girl who loses her virginity by giving it to someone who doesn't even love her back.

I didn't eat the breakfast he made. Even though I want to grab that food sand finish it all. Never mind. I saw a pen and a piece of paper on his kitchen beside a microwave. Maybe he wrote recipes and ingredients? He cooks like a real chef. I got it and wrote something on the piece of paper. Then i pinned it on his refrigerator using a magnet. Then I left.

"Spencer,

    Thanks for last night. Sorry, but I'll make sure you'll fall for me.
                                                Love,
                                                    Georgette"

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