I don't realize how much you hurt me or how much I wish deep down my hurt I could undo time and maybe just maybe it would stop you for taking my whole and throwing it into pieces 

I gave you my trust my love my everything and you on one of your crazy drunken nights decided that this love wasn't special 

You chose to walk over it you chose to let it die

And you still find a way to make everything okay with yourself like how easily you can forget me and move on and make everything damn okay 

DAMN IT I HATE YOU YOU BROKE ME AND I CANT HELP MYSELF BUT JUST TO CALL YOU AND SAY I LOVE YOU 

I hate you and your stupidity you and you mistakes you in general you 

GO AND FUCK YOURSELF GO AND DIE YOU SHOULD DIE YOU SHOULD DIE

BE MURDER LIKE YOU DID TO MY HEART 

but you knwo what enjoy your life hopefully you grow become a good man and marry and have your dreams and sadly I would pick up

The pieces the mess you made and make me better learn from

It and know that I have to move on 

I LOVE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH