It was raining,I couldn't see anything but I heard everything...Father, my own father was drunk,he was so different...I tried,i really tried to stop him but I couldn't,i really couldn't.Now my mother is gone,I hate myself so much,my mother died because of me,because i couldn't stop him...Now he's in the prison...Next week it was funeral,everyone came they were crying,telling me that everything would be fine...Why the hell were they lying me?

My name is Rosie and i am 15 years old orphan girl,I have no one left,i have nothing left...What should i do?

Right now i can't think,i am disgusting,i am hopeless...

  I slept for about 3 months,no one called me,no one came to help me,no one cares about me....

I should probably get up and find a job...As i woke up i started checking jobs on internet,there was only one job and luckily they were offering 1500$ in 1 night.

Next morning i went there and owner started looking at me down and up for about 2 minutes.

It was weird...I coughed...

Finally she spoke to me,she told me how and what i should do...Next week  I am starting job,i am gonna dance in strip club and you know do dirty,naughty things.I could care less I really need these money.Maybe i will start new life...I hope everything goes fine...New life here i come...