Broken
Something Great
Why I'm Broken
As the days went on nobody had a clue that me and him were talking. They only new we were really close friends. As the days went by something terrible happened. It was my cousin, his ex.. She had talked to him the next weak on Tuesday after they had broken up, and she wanted to get back together. She didn't know we were talking or anything so she couldn't have possibly did that on purpose to make me mad, but he could have. He said "yes, let's get back together, I'm sorry for breaking up with you". So as the day went on I finally found out and I was really mad and I almost cried at school but I had to hold it in until night time. He couldn't understand why I was so mad, only because he didn't know they were dating. He told me that but I said "how could you not know if your dating somebody or not after you told them yes, you wanna get back together!?". I was heart broken, my first true love, my first "I love you", I was officially BROKEN.
Everything has changed
Later that day they broke up because he didn't want to date her, he was sorry for what he did, he loved me, but not her. I couldn't date tho, my parents always say I'm too young for that kinda stuff. Even if I could date, I couldn't forgive him, atleast not that quick. When the time came up I asked "how could you not know if you were dating?" He then said " I was high". It left me speechless, I was surprised, scared. I didn't have the courage to talk to him for a few days. I couldn't stand it though, I had to talk to him, I loved him.. It turns out he always goes to school high, or else he wouldn't be able to calm himself when he would get mad. I didn't know this at all. This is when everything changed because no matter what would happen he would always be my friend, my first broken heart and many other things. He's been trying for a while to stop with all the drugs, smoking but it's his happy place or what he does when times are tough. I still couldn't manage to not talk to him, so as long as he was trying to stop I would be there for him. No matter what. Even if everything has CHANGED.