my name is arieta banusi and i’m 20 years old. there’s isn’t a lot to me. i’m pretty boring and don’t do much. i like to write and listen to music. people get bored of me easily and i don’t blame them sometimes. i just hope to one day be happy, not that i’m not now but i want to reach the point where i finally feel like i made people proud and accomplished something. i want to live and explore.
been through so much shit you probably couldn’t relate.
don’t act different when you’ve said i was a mistake.
switching sides doesn’t really do much. people have hurt me so many times, i flinch at the slightest touch.
don’t mention promises to get my hopes up and leave me dreaming when deep down i know you would end up leaving.
i should stop having so much faith in them because it was always me they would condemn.
i may not like many things about me and that i’m not good enough
but there are things that i love and couldn’t live without