Have you ever been in love? Have you ever got that feeling that feels a lot like knives stabbing right into your chest? 

You fall so deeply in love, and you think that you have it all together. You think you know what you want. When something goes wrong, it hurts like a bitch. When you are so close, so close you could reach out your hand and grab it. Some get it. Some grab onto it and hold on tight, and they hold on just tight enough, that they don't fall.. But some of us fall. We are incapable of holding on. That's what's wrong with us. Our minds are different. We have wars with our thoughts, fighting with ourselves over whether we could be loved or not. I had a chance, to grab on. To hold on. I had several chances. To whom I am speaking of, I am sorry. I wish I could have made the right choice. I wish I could have turned to you, spoke up and talked to you. It's all about communication. It's about trust, and opening up, and letting you in.  I didn't realize until I lost you, how much I needed you. 

So... Have you ever been in love?