those conversations are full of life

it feels right

it feels wrong

i wonder what it's like 

to not feel this way

what a strange thing it is to feel

i know not of

but there lies the fun

talking to you each day

has wondered me for what 

the privilege of

being yours would do

i love you without knowing

when, or where, or how

if i had only felt how it feels to be yours

i'd tell you my biggest secret

and prove it with each

heartbeat, kiss and touch.

it was summer

you gave me hope

its only the sweetest words

and your broken promises

i love it

i love you

everything you whisper

i believe it too

my fragile heart fools me

you are not here

i can't feel the warmth 

within your touch

i can't see how you smile 

when you blush

fantasizing an illusion

throw me into a confusion

i feel empty

i cant help but

these thoughts of you

made me feel blue

i was caught in a bad dream

these walls threw me a fear

of losing you

your kiss is a cursive line

your touch is a redefining spell

won't you wake me up?