So I have now decided that I don't want to live any longer so I stole the rope from my grandad shed and tied it on to a loop in my bedroom and I have got a chair at my feet I have one more breath and then I do it I kick the chair from beneath my feet I hang there dead and not moving than my mother enters the room she faintes im really did it 

 So I guess mum has a boyfriend I don't know who he is and were he came from but I know mum is pregnant.  

I sat down and told mum what was what and then she said this to me 

"I have a boyfriend that is called Josh and me and him have Been seeing each  for 1 year now and I'm pregnant with his first baby and we are now engaged" what the hell do you mean engaged??

That's why I feel like giving up on life I know it is very important but mine isn't.

 So I have now decided that I don't want to live any longer so I stole the rope from my grandad shed and tied it on to a loop in my bedroom and I have got a chair at my feet I have one more breath and then I do it I kick the chair from beneath my feet I hang there dead and not moving than my mother enters the room she faintes im really did it