I looked ahead then turned around and saw a pale white girl staring at me. I didn't know what to do so I ran away to safety.

    I didn't know if she was lonely or afraid.  I didn't know if I trusted her enough to go over and talk to her.  I didn't want to find out so I kept looking up ahead.

    Looking forward and never looking back to what may have been just my imagination. I never found out to this day.

    I have been living alone in this world. I don't know anybody.  I don't have anyone to call mom or dad, sister or brother.

    I don't trust anyone. Maybe it's because I learned that some people aren't the right people to trust.

It's not what it seems to be anymore. The world doesn't have happiness. It has a little bit of sunshine, but not that much.

    It doesn't have green grass or berries to pick and eat. Like blueberries, raspberries or blackberries.  I shouldn't tell you what has happened. Maybe you shouldn't know.

    That's the life for me on earth. I don’t know what has happened. It all happened so suddenly.

I don’t know what to do or whether it is ever going to be the same again.

    Well, maybe I should tell you what happened.

    Maybe I should try to remember. I always try to forget all the bad stuff that has happened. It's not happy at all. It's just sad. I never liked it. Never will. Okay here's how it goes.