I know, come here close and breathe with me, we'll get no sleep/sometimes it seems I can't give what you need, sometimes I feel so low

It's so new, can I have you, well maybe in a haze so far away/come to me from that place, please come before it's too late

What I see... excuses around all I know is I wanna be shoved in the ground, if you lay beside sin/what I am is your fuckin' clown these strings you pull and tug me around, till you drop them again

So go, not a fuck to say, I think I just want to go away

"This song can be heard on the spreaker app under the name chemical nightmare and munch."

Music/lyrics: c. Fogleman

"Chemical nightmare...raw demos"

I make no Sense by myself but I'm not alone, I found a prison it's in my head it's my new home/I'm so scared, so scared being so far away, the ending is now or was it yesterday?

Ten years past and I'm standing still, this was fun but it couldn't last I'll never heal/I'm so numb I'm going too fast, there's no reason to run I'll never last, I'll never heal, I'll never heal

I'm so withdrawn I'm outta sight so just go away, the wick on my candle it has no light, it's my darkest day/sometimes I stare I don't know why will my eyes ever see, how I've played myself to the edge of reality

Ten years past and I'm standing still, this was fun but it couldn't last I'll never heal/I'm so numb I'm going too fast, there's no reason to run I'll never last...I'll never heal...I'll never heal/as I look down on what I was, I see the keys to my restraint its tainted with blood, I coulda found something new, coulda made myself better and true...I just wanted...to be with you...be with you

Music/lyrics: c. Fogleman

"Also on spreaker...chemical nightmare...raw demos"

 Mirrors on the wall, image of reality/my shadow now follows to this  loneliness it sets me free/I can't stand to see the light of a new day dawning, anger from deep inside, where's my source of healing

An image of life with hatred, I live, I cannot do what life expects I've got nothing to give/this image that you see I don't think I could ever be...cuz my world has just begun...to carry me away

Still this pain is screaming, burning what I should be/now I'm nothing but a shell and on the inside...if I knew how I'd cry, now all is gone, everything and everyone....so just carry me away...carry me away ...I'm done

Music: c.fogleman 

Lyrics: Heidi Blair /c. Fogleman

"Chemical nightmare...raw demos"