1. Chapter 1 -> Dark Shadow Emotions
2. Chapter 2 -> Desert Of Loneliness
3. Chapter 3 -> Christmas - Season Of Giving
4. Chapter 4 -> Mother Earth
5. Chapter 5 -> Dawn-Hope
6. Chapter 6 -> Sun-Moon Love

WEB OF LONELINESS

Sitting in the web of loneliness
will I get a fireworks-dress
Black and red spiders scream in my head
Where's my angel bed

Flying on the wings of a hyena-bird
Wandering through the hurt grass

How long will I still be in this limbo-spacecar
Reaching for my angel-star
God, please don't send me back to the hell-gates
Let me stay with my Australian mates

Tired andfatigued is my soul
Don't want to sleep on this bed of coal
Just want to feel safe, secure and protected
Let me no longer be hyena connected

Give me a new birthday and a new soul-love
Let me dance in the arms of my harper dove

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BLACK-VELVET WOLF-SNEERS

You left me
Why has no answer key
I cradled your sword-words
Around my throat were snake-chords

Got lost in the questions-maize
Your sweet-cake words were just a 24-second phase
Climbed through the morass of self-hatred
Our snow white-vows were no more Bible-sacred

On your two faced horse you rode into my castle
Your heart was corrupt with vegemite-hassle
Your silver plate words rotten with decay
My rainbow-wind turned a dark blue-grey

You sold your kindle book for a cheap bed
In your mouth cheaters bread turned blood-red
I looked for your honest soul mouth
Your wimp-words turned south

Honesty ran from your eyes
Your heart turned into microwave-lies
For nights I would dance with my tears
I slept with black velvet wolf-sneers

RAINBOW-DREAMS

We met only for a second in a Milky Way fish tank
You were in your arctic nest
In my iCloud you were not my superman
You invested in barbwire to secure your soul heart

We started monkey-chat
I looked into your steel glasshouse
Where did you find the rose month key?
Your soul unlocked my soul on the twenty second

Magical-music was unleashed in me
You made me a soul bride
You gave me the inspiration to say no to the dark horse
The dark-blue tears in my eyes disappeared with a ufo

The hope ring was still around your neck
I never intended to give you custody of my soul heart
You infringed me with the Stockholm Syndrome
I shared my deepest Skype secrets with you

You gave back to me the sun in my smile
Our souls made love
Rainbow-dreams filled my eyes
The Sunshine Coast hacked your mind

Thorn-bridges prevent me from swimming in your mind
You gave up on us
Gave me the blame-key
I cried on your soul's shoulder

I deleted your face from my sky eyes
Splashed my face with your war words
Disco-span in your departure-goodbye
Train thoughts ran through my fruitless dreams

Your face streamed 24/7 in my soul channel
Your picture hanging in the corner of my Mac
Why did you close the curtains on us
Was I unlocking your soul heart

Will I ever find you again
or will I forever be alone with your soul heart key

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SNOW WHITE DEER TEARS

For years I looked for a diamond-train
All I got was suitcases full of heartache
My stiff necked body always an excuse
Still, I climbed the critics’ mountain with a butterfly smile

I knocked on God's door
I laid my swimming pool answers before His feet
I pleaded; Give me my angel love
I wore my young arrogant cloak

For seventeen years I had to go into desert-loneliness
I walked on burning sand cloths
Burned my fingers to blisters in the heat of the sun
Fought purple-green hyenas with my sword words

I was the lover du jour on a few Romeo-menus
I caught a denim-train at last
Air castle promises were made
Sarcastic stars were smiling upon me

I touched the sky in my air-balloon
Signed my new name on sick yellow paper
I bathed in bubble bath-happiness
I swam in the freedom-forest

Suddenly there was no more VIP-carpet
I tumbled into the darkest dinosaur dragon mouth
Alone and empty my soul cried
Snow white deer-tears spiralled from my mountain-curve cheeks

Will I ever find my island in the stream of love