Dear Diary, 

Today, I met this boy called Connor and I really really like him. He sits next to me in English and I help him with stuff. I feel like me and him have a connection and when he talks to me I have butterflies in my belly. He makes me forget everything, but the thing is...

My best friend Amelia is dating him.

Is that bad? I don’t want to ruin his relationship and my best friends. Today in English he was talking about Amelia and how nice she is and how she has that smile that will lighten anyone’s day, it made me a little self conscious about my self and made me wonder if I was beautiful and had a nice smile. I mean, no wonder no one likes me, and no wonder no one would never go out with me.

But I’ve got a feeling in the future that me and him may be a thing.

Your 

        Sincerly

Emily Clark