Hi guys so here it goes my life is average expect from the bullied twenty four seven I can never escape.A lot of people call being bullied maybe somebody calling you a name or maybe pushing you once but it's a lot more than that.I get called stupid,ugly,and fat.Until I stopped eating I went into what you call rehab where I have to try and recover. I still haven't all I can think of is there voices calling me all these names. I did have a family until well it fell apart my sister committed sucuide on the 2nd of February 2010 I was so angry and sad and it was all because of my step moms anger issues. She would punch and kick so my dad ran away with my 2 year old little brother.He offered me to come but I couldn't leave my sister behind as soon as my sister committed ed sucuide she realised what she had done and turned her self into the police and when I went into foster care that's when all the bullying began not that the  other kids in foster care but the people at my school. I lost 4 pounds and I only weighed around 2 pounds and one day I collapsed and from that day I have been In rehab.This is my small space on the Internet or at least on this app.

 Okay I know what your thinking here we go again love is something I would love to have but it never works out for me as my boyfriend cheated on me with my slut of a best friend so I decided to give up until today I was running because I was late for getting weighed in.I bumped into what felt like a brick wall I looked up and saw a muscular brown haired person standing in front of me he asked me "are you okay I'm so sorry" I said "no need to say sorry it was all my fault" he said " no it was mine anyway I'm new around here and I was wondering where is room 3818" I said just straight ahead and turn right" he nodded and walked away all I could think was wow he was so handsome and then I remembered oh no I'm late for weigh in.So  I ran this time watching where I was going.The nurse was very disappointed in me I only weighed 3 and a half pounds so the usual for about the last month.So I went back to my room only to find a note on my roommates pillow saying that her and her boyfriend ran away i thought to myself oh no it can't be happening not now not again.

 Okay so I'm back but the reason I have been away is because I collapsed after my body didn't have enough food for me to survive my family well what I have left have now disowned me.A lot of people are now talking about me saying I can't believe she took it that far.The guy I told you about he stayed with me ..........the full time I'm just as shocked as you.Maybe life isn't as bad as I thought remember i told you about my roommate running away well I got told that she is now in a mental hospital with her so called boyfriend.I hope life works out for me maybe it will.My new name is Black heart at least my nickname.B.H