The pain

How I wish I could have won

And not let her flush it all down the drain

My dreams

The fright

How my tears glisten and gleam

From the battles I fought that night

O why me?

Why not the girl next door?

All I now see

Is myself in the mirror weak to the core

One day I'll see the light

And blame her for my pain

If only she felt sorry she might

Feel guilt for my sorrows.