Still not over you unfortunately, but i am starting to accept the fact that nothing will ever happen between us. To be completely honest, I'm kind of glad. Cause what if we broke up? It can ruin our friendship which i value a lot.
At this point I'm seeing all the obvious hints I didn't pick up when i was too busy trying to get close to you. Even though it felt like you didn't want that, now I know that i was right. And i see the way you talk to her, the way you find a way to touch her without being too obvious. It's so clear now, and I wish I saw it sooner. It would've spared me the heart break.
Everyone is lying, or keeping secrets and pretending, hiding and holding back their feelings, saying nothing. I'm tired of it because I'm doing the same things and i know when someone else is doing the same things to me.
I don't like liars, but I understand that sometimes it's easier than telling the truth. I don't like secrets, but i get that you don't want people to judge you. I don't like to pretend, but it is the only thing i know even if i am bad at it. I'm tired of holding back my feelings and saying nothing, but i do it because I want you to be happy and I don't want you to be confused anymore.
Although I think you've made your choice very clear and I respect it.
Never again will I ever get in your way.