"Its been 20 years since i last heard a voice, a laugh or seen a smile!"

"I know i must forget the past... but i can't forget what you did to me." why you did it to me... 

"I can't do this anymore!"                                                                                                                                                               "Let me free"    

          You know sometimes i feel like theres no escape from those dreams! well more like nightmares! all i hear is noise, i have so many questions but no answers...                                                                                                           

"Time to get up!" mum tugged the blinds open letting all the useless sunlight over my face, i rolled my eyes and pulled my bed sheet back over my body."mum it's the weekend!" i yawned "and its 6 am". "Well its time to GET UP and besides i don't want you having more dreams!" mum said "they're useless nonsense and NOT real." you know sometimes i feel the same way, but when i woke up not remembering anything about my life and myself and just being told how i have to be and my life story, it all felt so fake like i was just being shoved lie after lie in to my mouth... but when i have those dreams i feel like i am in the past reliving the memories i have forgotten.