I feel lost, like i had a map but somehow it got crumpled and now i can't see what it says anymore. I try and follow the signs but they just lead me to being even more lost. I'm no good with instinct, my instincts are wrong all of the time. 

I like to think that everyone has good in them, i open my arms and i welcome anyone because that's who i am. Just recently i feel like my arms have been open for a long time and people have came up and pick pocketed me then ran away.

I feel overwhelmed by this sadness inside me. I only ever try and do good things so why do i feel so alone and sad?

Sure i have faults, I love to much, think too much, speak too much, Maybe i am just too much?
I can't change who i am. I am just stuck here. Feeling this.

Making effort for everyone and quietly burying my own feelings.
I hate myself, i wish i could be someone else, have a different heart.

I'm tired.
Tired of everything.