Hi I'm jay also the narrator of the story tis is the story of my life and how fucked up child abuse is 

It all started when I was five my mom died in a car crash and all that car crash did was talk away my mom and give me plenty of scars... a few weeks after my moms passing my dad started acting weird he was like going mentally insane so my brother got a job to take care of us he always worked at night so he got a hotel and stayed durning the week but on weekends he came home. My dad would always come home drunk every night with his friends who liked to touch my hair and legs they never touched me in my "no no square" as I called it so I thought noting of it until a few years later I turned 13 and my dads friends kept coming over but his time was different it was horrifying.

They grabbed my hands and tied me up while my dad just laughed I lost all respect and love for him that day but the worst was yet to come....