Selfish

 

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Selfish

I am sorry

      deep down, can you feel it?

my sadness

    my sadness and sorrows

can you feel it?

              I am sorry.

 

 I am sorry

   sorry for being a sorry person

a person whose stuck

     back in their own circle 

           I am sorry.

 

I am sorry

     when you talk, it goes out my other ear

why?

   once again, I apologize for not listening.

           I am sorry. 

 

I am sorry

   for talking and getting carried away

in my pain   my selfish ways, "let me fix it"

I say.

        I am sorry.

 

I am sorry

      "Can I make it better?"

I ask

    You reply with nothing

awkward silence

   you leave, I cry

     I am sorry.

 

"I am sorry"I say

   you look into the depth of my eyes and say 

" for what, you're just selfish.. never about me."

But I look at you and know you're right.

What you don't know

  I'm trying my best

you don't understand me

but you traumatized me.

Thinking our love is flawless.

          Once again, I am sorry.

 

you loved me.

   we fought a lot

but I was always the one trying to 

fix the problem.

  I am sorry, 

I can't argue like a normal person. 

 I hate arguing, I just want to be happy with you and move on.

 

               I am sorry, please don't go.

 

 

 

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lilus endy

simply a gorgeous piece of emotions dancing in words, loved it.:)

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