Selfish
Selfish
I am sorry
deep down, can you feel it?
my sadness
my sadness and sorrows
can you feel it?
I am sorry.
I am sorry
sorry for being a sorry person
a person whose stuck
back in their own circle
I am sorry.
I am sorry
when you talk, it goes out my other ear
why?
once again, I apologize for not listening.
I am sorry.
I am sorry
for talking and getting carried away
in my pain my selfish ways, "let me fix it"
I say.
I am sorry.
I am sorry
"Can I make it better?"
I ask
You reply with nothing
awkward silence
you leave, I cry
I am sorry.
"I am sorry"I say
you look into the depth of my eyes and say
" for what, you're just selfish.. never about me."
But I look at you and know you're right.
What you don't know
I'm trying my best
you don't understand me
but you traumatized me.
Thinking our love is flawless.
Once again, I am sorry.
you loved me.
we fought a lot
but I was always the one trying to
fix the problem.
I am sorry,
I can't argue like a normal person.
I hate arguing, I just want to be happy with you and move on.
I am sorry, please don't go.
simply a gorgeous piece of emotions dancing in words, loved it.:)