It was almost my birthday, you probably had no clue.  My birthday to be more exact, is tomorrow.  I have been preparing for my party, I'm having all my friends over.  I would invite you but, you don't know who I am.  

--Time skip--

Soon it was my birthday.  SinB came in with a big box on a dolly, the rolly thing.  I looked at it weirdly but shrugged it off.  I was wearing a white dress, white head band, and white converse highs.  My friends and I made a song called 'Love whisper'.  My parts are mostly about and for you.  As I was about to start the music, I heard a "meow" come out of the box SinB brought.  It wasn't a cat, but SinB said I could open it.  

Sowon Unnie, she had a camera out and it was recording.  I unfolded the lids slowly.  I was about to look inside but you jumped into front of me and hugged me so tight, like you didn't want to lose me.  "Happy birthday Yuju!" You smiled.  Your hands gripped my shoulders and you showed me your bunny smile.  My heart was melting so much.  "How about that song?" You asked.  "Love whisper?" I ask.  You smiled and nodded at me.  

I was shy, you were here and you seemed happy.  I thought I was just a useless someone to you.  The song played I sang my parts.  You were so happy. 

"Your voice is amazing Yuju!" You complimented me.

Years pasted since that day.  I was now an adult, you were married to my friend Eunha.  You had two kids, a boy and a girl.  I never met them, Eunha doesn't want me too.  She and I aren't friends.

I started work at a music company called Source Music.  I was a soloist.  I am still friends with everyone else, but I haven't seen you since my birthday.  I have been a singer for a year now.  I have heard that people want me to date a guy named Jimin, I think he was your friend.  Are you two still friends?  Maybe, maybe I will date him if you forgot about me.  

The moon was high in the sky in September 1st, your birthday.  I walked around the park near my company.  The smell of smoke filled my nose causing me to cough.  I pulled my mask a little higher and looked around.  I saw you, seated on a bench with a cigerrate in your hand.  I walked to you slowly.

"Jungkook?" I called to you.  You looked up and looked at me.  You tilt your head.  "Y-Yuju?" You ask, with a voice crack.  "Yes," I smile, even though you can't see it.  "H-how have you been?  Are you dating Jimin?" You asked.  "I've been great," I said softly.  "And, it really is none of your concern of me and Jimin's bussniess," I answer, looking away from your eyes.  "So its true.  You and him are dating," you said, you sounded sad.  "Jungkook, why do you care?  You have a wife," I remind you.  "I know.  I-i was forced to marry Eunha though," you said.  You looked at the ground.  "What!" I say looking at you.  

"Jungkook!" A voice yelled.  "I have to go, bye Yuju," you smiled at me.  I watch you walk away.  The voice who called you, was Eunha.  She kissed you so passionately and you kissed back.  

Days went by.  I was soon diagnosed with Cancer, it was out to the world.  I said this on a show, letting everyone know I could possiably stop making music.  

It was now October 4th, my birthday.  I was in the hostpital.  I had finished my surgery getting one of the cancers out.  My room door swung open.

"Yuju!" You said.  You came to the side of my bed.  "I'm so sorry," you spoke.  A tear rolled down your cheek.  Your hands caressed my cheeks.  "For what?" I ask.  "For marrying Eunha, instead of you.  I promise you, we will get you out of this," you said and held my hands.  I saw on your left hand their was no ring.  "You got a divorce?" I ask.  "Yes, I want to marry you.  After your finished and fought the cancer, we will get married," you said.  I was about to smile at you until I was seeing black.  It was black and then I would see you.  "Yuju!  No!"  You yelled.  "Doctor!" You yelled.  That was the last I heard from you.  

I died without being married to you, and without you saying 'I love you' to me.  I was now in heaven and saw you crying over my dead body.