WTF!

Upstairs in my bed heart pumping so hard I can hear it , fact of the matter is diary I'm beyond devastated I think David my husband is cheating , can't tell you the pain I feel when you really honestly truly love someone is unlike any pain I've felt in my life .The pit of my stomach is churning and I'm sweating anxious and I'm laying in bed and can't stop fidgeting! I can hear him his not come upstairs to bed instead he is downstairs on the leather sofa although his phone is on silent I can hear him pressing the keypad and I know it to a woman ! Scared to go downstairs as you know what diary I'm to fucking scared to find out the truth and...