First off let me allow you the benefit of knowing this is a Trye story off the record of my life. ~Kay

I grew up in a extremely overpopulated horror of a town in Virginia. Sheltered from everything bad or even remotely scary in my mothers eyes. But even that could not protect me from the darkness that lurked inside. I was a rebel child that had no care. Lost in a sea of faces embraced in the freedom of my soul. I had never been one to enjoy being in one place for much to long. My mind was a cage. Subconsciously holding me down. I felt as if these chains within were destroying me slowly killing my once bold spirit. A child of ungodly horrors a child of cruel fate. I'd lived, I'd loved, I'd made so many mistakes.

She was a flower child, who spread her wings at ever chance. Full of life, full of beauty, full of grace. With every move, every word her trance on me became more evident.

Sometime in march at 6 am it was finally time. My bags were packed. My eyes were dropping. I slowly entered the airport as I watched my parents drive away. She had managed it. She had worked that amazing smile of hers into my brain. That was something about her that smile and those eyes so irresistible that they could bring anyone to their knees. I boarded the plane as the sun began to rise. My whole world would soon change. Little did I know after today I would never be the same. 

 I looked out surrounded by white it was almost overbearing. God only knows how high I must be by now. Lord only knows why I agreed to this. All I can see is my hometown of 18 years slowly fading in the distance, like some kind of oblivion. My life, my mind, my heart, my sanity it would all soon change.

Hours passed like days. I dreaded this. My patience wore thin as normal. My mind going back and fourth wondering how this introduction would go. S.j was beautiful and an angel from every dream I could possibly remember. She was the type of girl I had pictured I would fall in love with someday. And I was just a fucked up person, who listened to bring me the horizon just to numb my pain. I figured she would get one look at me and turn the other way.

Finally my flight was over. I had made it halfway across the country for a girl I only just barely knew.  It had to have been her eyes I'm telling you. They just captured me everytime I saw them. They were like stars dancing in a shade of brown. But you wouldn't be able to look away after a glance. They were the type of eyes that would capture you and suck you in seemlessly the type that you would get lost in like a mindless idiot until she noticed and smiled as she giggled at you.

Her eyes were the culparite they must have been. 

 Finally the taxi driver arrived we loaded my bags that seemed to be so much bigger than I even was and I climbed in the backseat. Instant regret filled my brain. A burning sensation. My nose felt like it was on fire the care reeked of b.o, dirty socks, and Chinese food. But, it wasn't the good Chinese food more like a really bad attempt to make general tsos. I felt as if I was going to be sick but I sat calmly and tried to ignore it. After all I only had a 10 minute ride. 

I swear it felt as if we were going 90 my heart speeding leading the way. I was nervous. My hands were shaking like I was epileptic and my words kept coming out all mixed up. I could see her school getting closer as I texted her letting her know I was almost there. We pulled in and I got out. I didn't know if I was more happy to see her or to breathe in clean pure air. I inhaled and exhaled strongly.