I always wanted to look after them but definitely they trash my concern i always remember how they left me with no one taking care off and i always remember that and i can't forget it feels like it's a dream that keep on haunting me and everyday i wake up i keep on saying "you are nothing, but yourself" i keep on moving and moving but it feels like i'm always standing on where i am now, everyone says " It's difficult to move forward, if everyone is pulling you down"