Single, Broke and Crazy

 

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Chapter 1

It was never my intention to become attached to him. I wasn't even considering hooking up with him. It's just that he made me feel... different. I hadn't felt this way with anyone before. I wasn't even looking to pursue anything with him. He was just a mutual friend and nothing else. But now look at me, absolutely distraught and confused. Fucking asshole! How dare he! How dare he come into my life and make me feel all these intense emotions for him and then suddenly decides that he isn't ready for this "friendship" to become anything more. Fucking men and their mind games. Yet they have the nerve to say that women are the crazy and emotional ones. Don't they realise that they drive us to be that way?  But of course not, they're men. God forbid they hold themselves accountable for a woman's emotional state.  "Look you've just gotta keep doing you, Trin. Don't worry about Titus, he obviously doesn't know what he wants." I suddenly realised I was still on the phone to Amber. I have a habit of drifting off during mid conversation sometimes, actually almost always. According to my psychologist the technical-term is dissociation and it's one of the many joys I get to experience as someone who has Bipolar Type II disorder, or as I like to call myself,  a Bipolian.  

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