Who would have ever guessed that the very bane of my existence is the love of my life

There were no warnings, no handbooks for this type of situation 

Who is to say it was a coincidence?

Are coincidences even real?

 He opens me up in ways no other can and that is in a very unsexual way

Oh he makes me feel things that I could have never even dreamed of...

He is the bane of my existence but I love him

Is it love or is it just the feeling of being accepted that intrigues me?

Maybe it's both

There's just something about him something that no other person on earth has and that is the ability to captivate me with every word spoken

There are just so many things that the mind keeps to itself...imagination at its finest

I can envision him in places no other has discovered and for that very reason I hate him but in the best way possible, in the loveliest way possible

It scares me to know that someone knows me more than I know myself 

it's scary to know that there's someone out there that sees me better than I see myself

that sense of fear is what created this unbreakable bond between two forces, between two human beings

And as that bond was created I realized something, I realized that what I felt wasn't fear but in fact it was A new feeling never felt before, a feeling others may call love...

With love comes fear and with fear comes love because you fear losing a person

You fear not being able to wake up every single day with that person next to you.

And it's because of that fear that I've learned to love hard because once I fear losing a person that's how I know my feelings are strong

He's still the bane of my existence but for all the right reasons

He's the bane of my existence simply because he made me fear and he made me love...