When my parents divorced.

I was reborn a decade later,

It was a hell of a force.

Forced into reality,

Never mind the course.

I was doing it over,

To remember my original source.

Art and music were always my choice,

Till’ I found Science and Philosophy

To deliver me from remorse.

It gives me something to taste.

Unlike life,

Which seems like an impeccable waste.

Mostly fake friends,

Fake family,

That don’t want to be in my space.

I feel like an outcast,

And a disgrace.

Much love to my Father.

He brought me knowledge and facts,

Different timeline,

But ill never forget the impact.

Never thought I would,

But I knew I said I could,

Reach the limit of

My fear of solitude.

Remembering the days when,

I had a better mood

But the magnitude of the depression,

I feel a gratitude.

For the life of me,

I’m scared to breathe.

My father has forsaken me,

Beneath this tree of Roman’s peak.

I am the Judas’s spawn, I regret,

I spun the wheel of kiss and tell.

Holy mother of the only savior,

Save me from this behavior.

I spread your word without contention,

Lead me away from apprehension.