This wasn't knew to me. The fighting, glasses being thrown, then he took a gun out. He pulled the trigger. The women on the floor was dead and she was my mum. My father saw me and ran. He caught me and dragged me by feet, I tried getting out of his grasp. I kicked his face. "You little bitch!" He said as I ran away. I wished for happiness that day and I still do, but I don't know why I try anymore my life is hell. Love and trust are gone and I never will know what it's like to be loved. My first day of high school is today. I don't know what will happen. I know it's fun in books and movies, but I didn't know how to feel about that, this isn't a book or a movie. It's my terrible life that's hell. I sat through my class paying attention alone. When I got a note passed to me. I looked at the boy next to me he had white and blues with glasses.

The note read. "Why do you have bruises on your body and a black eye, are you okay?" I looked at him and scribbled. "I don't wanna talk about..." He looked at it. "I'm Sapphire." He spoke to me. "Aya." I said and he smiled. I fixed my pink hair in a pony tail and he smiled. "So you new here." He asked touching me. I flinched and he took his hand away quickly. "Yeah and I am new to public schools too." He laughed at that. "Trust me it's not like the books and the movies this high school is the real hell." He frowned and I was shaking. 'This is the real hell.' I just want someone to sing me to sleep and not wake up.

The bell rang and I walked out with Sapphire. "Okay so labels are huge here." He explained. "Sky Morgan and Cleo are the most Kawaii best friends who write all the time and are kinda social." He said pointing to a girl with white hair (Sky) and a girl with blonde hair. "The poplars. Kings and queens of the school. The most popular king and queen are coming this way!" He said alarmed hiding behind me. I didn't work because he was taller than me. "Oh poor Sapphire Ericson. You must be so embarrassed that I, the ruler of this school, is talking to a pathetic loner like you." A girl with orange hair and gray eyes laughed. "Stop it Arie please I just wanna go to my class with my new friend." He said terrified. "Oh nice a new one. Hello my name is Arie and you almost chose the wrong side. How about you join me and my boyfriend Oliver?" She asked planting a fake smile on her face.

I pissed off. "How about no and it's my boyfriend and I." I corrected that fake smile faded. Everyone started staring. "No one says no to me." She scoffed and I laughed. "Well I just did bye bye Arie." I said she was mad and stopped off as her boyfriend chased after her. Sapphire stared at me in amazement and hugged me. I flinched and he let go. "Wow you were amazing. No one has ever stood up to my sister." He said smiling. "If only I could do that at home." I whispered. A saw a boy with purple hair staring at me as we walked to our next class.

He look at me as if I was something out of a dream. The fact was also that he was listen to music that was way too loud and I knew it right away. Not Today by BTS. I smirked to myself. Maybe a future friend, maybe not no one knows. {Liu: Except me Author~Sama} All I knew was he was kinda cute.