She lies awake dreaming...

She dreams of flying, she dreams of letting go, dreams of taking all the hurt and pain away 

She drinks to forget, drowns her tears with laughter so others cant see how translucent she really is 

She harms herself to know shes alive but cries because she is 

The only thing she wants in the world is to feel needed, wanted, special....  but were not in a fairy tale 

No one wants to rescue a girl who cant stand the sight of herself, who feels empty inside, is worthless

Her prince charming doesnt ride a white horse to save her, its a bottle of pills and a fifth of whiskey