They say that ‘moving on’ is the only thing I need to forget those painful things happened. They we’re true. I need to move on.

    Move on. It is easy to say but difficult to do.

    How can you forget a person if you lived him so much?

    “Forget what hurt you but never forget what it taught you.” That’s my friend told me.

    But for me, ‘It’s too hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.’

    Even though I am a girl, I can tell you that I sing a song, who resembles to me a lot.

    How can I move on when I’m still in love with you.

    If someone wants to be a part of your own, they’ll make their best to make them in. So don’t bother reserving a space in your heart for a person who doesn’t do anything to make them stay.

Like Nicholas Sparks’ said, “It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want and then you realize that people you’ve known forever doesn’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories but find yourself moving on.”

Everything happens for a reason.

xxxx

Chapter 1

Lindsey’s Point of View.

It’s Saturday. House is too boring. I have decided to go on the mall. I have my own house. I want to be an independent girl. I want to show my parents that I can live with my own. And I still can’t contact my best friend Katelyn ever since last night. But, never mind.

I am just concerned of her. Even though she’s crazy sometimes, I still love her. She really looks like my bigger sister.

I am here strolling inside. It is just a new build mall, and I still don’t have any idea where do I begin to buy.

A small boutique of merch caught my attention, I walked going near there, and I almost shout in craziness.

A One Direction boutique.

Oh my god! I’m such a fan.

Instead of shopping food to eat, I go inside the boutique. I bought their latest album FOUR but I am still waiting for their next album. I also bought their new shirt and this is hilarious.

I pay all of it on the cashier, it almost cost thousands of dollars but it’s okay, I’ll do all for my idols.

After I get out, I screeched so loud, “At last! I bought you!” I don’t care if they will say something about me now, they will forget me easily.

I happily take my steps…

I almost get died when someone had hit and it has an impact.

I thought my head got cracked and now dying. But no, that imagination is just a fake one. It looks like someone is on top of me.

It smells so good.

I opened my eyes. Yeah, I am so right, someone is on top of me, catching my head, and that’s why my head didn’t break into pieces. I really thank this guy now.

I can’t help myself from staring his blue eyes, if someone will push him now closer, he might crashed his lips in to mines. But of course, I will not let that happen.

I push him easily and get the merch I bought, well, it’s important to me. I look at him, he’s so tall, about 6’4. And now I’m thinking I am so small with my height 5’7.

He came closer to me.

And the next thing I knew he pulled me into him and kissed me on my lips.

This is crazy, this is freaking crazy.

This guy got my very loving first kiss. I admit I hate him now, with those positive attribute about him became negative in just a minute. He is a playboy!

My eyes had widened, this is the first time and I hate it. I even can’t move my body, I am struck.

“There, I already paid for bumping into you.” He casually said.

My clench fisted not in time. This guy is such a jerk.

I need to calm my first but I can’t help it,

“You are such a jerk! You’d kiss me for the payment? What the f-ck?”

 I was about to slap him, but a girl slapped my gorgeous face.

I hold my cheeks, it hurts. I look on that whoever person who slapped me.

“How dare you, Reeze! I thought you we’re my best friend?” Katelyn cried.

“Wait, I don’t understand…” I said and still caressing my left red cheek. I don’t know that my best friend slap hard.

“Don’t try to hide it! I saw you how to flirt with my boyfriend! You are such a b*tch! You are flirting with him behind my back!” she shouted and what did she said? Boyfriend?

I look at the blue-eyed guy. Wait he look familiar to me. Oh, I remembered, he is the guy on the picture that Kate gave to me. But why did I not recognize him? I don’t appreciate his face on the picture; he is good looking on personal than on a picture.

“You are cheating! You two are Cheating!” she shouted. The crowd all around is watching on a premier show, yeah, premier.

“What are you talking about? I don’t even know him, and he even stole my f---” this blue-eyed guy cut me off. He is just a shit.

“We are doing this for long. Like I told yah, so we are break now.” He wrapped his arms around my waist.

I tried to remove his hands on my waist but he is so strong, I think I need to put him on rehab.

“ It seems like you don’t agree for our break up. Well, Bye!” he hold my hand and grab me somewhere.

I look back, Kate is crying so hard in there.

He is still grabbing me out of the mall, I always tried to remove his hand along but he’s so strong really. Only one thing, I lifted his hand and bit it harder.

“Ahhh! That’s hurt! This is shit!” she screamed in pain. He released my hand and check on the part where I bitten.

“What’s you’ve done!” he shouted and showed me the reddish part of his wrist, well, you cannot blame me for doing that.

“Look what you’ve done? It’s your fault in the first time, and now Kate is a---”

He cut me off by kissing me.

“There, I am paid Again on ruining your friendship.” He said smiling.

And he suck! I can kill now! He’s such a playboy.

“Your kiss cannot do anything! Your kiss cannot remove all what happened!” I shouted on his face.

He just smirked and came closer. I just walked backward, this guy is definitely weird.

Something is wrong with this guy. “You mean my kiss isn’t enough?” I am just walking backward until my back hit the wall, okay, I give up, I am freaking trapped.

He trapped me with his arms, and yeah, I admit he smells so good.

“So what do you want? How about… if we have a sex he---“ I kicked his private part then skipped, leaving him cursing and screeching in pain.

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Before I go home, I went to Katelyn’s house. I need to explain everything to her. I don’t want our friendship get destroyed because of that jerk, he’s such a playboy.

I enter their house, I really really felt nervous.

“Good afternoon, Auntie! Hello there Uncle.” I greeted Katelyn’s Mom and Dad. “Is Katelyn in here?” I asked.

“Uhm, just ask the maids.” She answered smiling.

“Hello there! Where is Katelyn?” I asked nicely.

“She’s inside her room, Miss.” She answered.

“Aww, just drop the word Miss, you can call me Reeze.” The maid just nod her head and smile.

Auntie look at me smiling and waved her hand. Business meeting, maybe.

I knocked on her door thrice.

“Katelyn…”

“Just go away! I don’t need you!” she shouted and throws something on her door and I heard that thing broke.

I just bowed my head down and sadly left their house.

Katelyn and I are having a fight sometimes but it will be okay after an hour, but this is the worst of all and it’s because of that blue-eyed maniac playboy’s fault.

I won’t ever give up on our friendship, she is important to me. I am her long time best friend and of course I’ll do everything for our relationship as friends.

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I am surfing on my net when my phone suddenly rings.

I answered it immediately. It is from an unknown number.

“Hello?” I asked.

(Reeze, this is your Auntie Liana). I easily recognized her voice, she is Katelyn’s Mom.

“Good morning Auntie. How are you this day? Is Katelyn okay?” I worriedly asked her. I am just afraid for my best friend. I called her last night but she didn’t answered it, she is angry. I admit it I am angry to that blue-eyed maniac playboy and also to me, if I didn’t go to the mall, it will not ever happen. Yesterday sucks!

(That is why I called you. I want to tell something bad.) I suddenly felt nervous. My heart is pounding so fast.

“What happened?” I nervously asked her.

(Kate is in danger. She committed suicide. And I’m afraid to lose her. Kate is dying.) She answered. I am shocked. Without a seconds, a run towards to my room, and wear a jeans and fitted shirt. I go on with my doll shoes.

“Auntie? Where is the hospital located?” I asked.

(We are here in the Hills Clinic Hospital.) She said sobbing in pain.

I ran going to the garage and drive my car as fast as I could. I parked my car near the hospital and walked inside.

I asked the nurse on the lobby where is Katelyn’s room.

“What room number is Katelyn Smith?” I asked hurriedly.

“Room number 25.” She answered and smiled.

I walked going there. As I enter the room, I weirdly come inside. Her parents went off to buy her lunch.

Her eyes are reddish and sored. Obviously, she cried all night.

I sat on the chair beside her bed; I barely hold her left hand. I noticed a bandage around her pulse; this is really a suicide one.

I am expecting her to shove my hands because I know she’s so mad at me believing I betrayed her with her freaking blue-eyed maniac playboy ex-boyfriend.

That guy really sucks!

I was shocked when she hugged me tightly. I missed my best friend.

“Reeze I am really really so sorry. I could have no doubt you. I was so wrong. I such an idiot thinking that you are one of his girls.” She said between her sobs, still hugging me tight. I hugged her back, like the way she hugged me too.

One of his Girls? It’s hard to believe I just met him yesterday on that freaking mall.

“I phoned him last night. He answered it and told me everything. The truth. And yeah truth hurts. He admitted that I am not just one of his girls, we are too many. And yeah, I did not expect that to happen. I am so numb.”

“I thought that when we become couples, everything will be changed. It is just one of my awful thoughts.” She continued.

I cannot blame the two of them, but for me, Katelyn is now hurting because she loved that playboy, she is expecting that, that playboy will love him back.  Well, Kate is so wrong.

She looks so miserable. I hate her seeing on that way.

As far as I remember, they started up on Thursday and ended up on Sunday? She expected for four days and that is damn.

He dumped on my best friend and that sucks.

Kate and I we’re best friends for years, this is the first time she cried hardly, I witness every break-up she had from his past boyfriends, but this is the worst, and the bad thing, she committed a suicide. As my very own opinion, Boys must respect girls.

“You know Kate, that blue eyed maniac playboy I not the only guy on the world, there are too many of them and besides, that guy is a darn one, don’t worry as your best friend, I am always here.”

She released, “Thank you, Lindsey Reeze. You didn’t bother to give up on our friendship,”

“You are always be my friend Kate, ” I said.

From nowhere, I just utter these words, unexpectedly.

“I already have my plans.”

She look at me weirdly, “What do you mean?” she asked. “Don’t tell me you’re going to kill him? Don’t do that!” she defended.

“Of course not! I don’t want to be a killer anytime, I just want him to get hurt too.”

“Revenge?” she asked with her eyes widen.

“Na-ah. I will not do that thing, I will not going to revenge. I just want him to felt hurt.” I said. In fact, I’ve got a bigger plan that no one will ever understand what is it. I think I’m on drugs.

“WHAT!!” My heart almost jumped out of my chest when someone opened the door and screeched like hell.

“Don’t ever dare to do that again! I might die!” I shouted holding my chest and catching my breath. I was totally shocked.

“What will you do to my babe?” Roxy Fletcher asked with an angry tone to me.

“Who’s babe? That Blue-eyed-maniac-playboy?” I asked.

“He’s not a maniac!” Juliana Evans defended.

“What will you do to him?” Michelle asked seriously.

“Are you going to kill him?!” Juliana asked panicking like hell. I smirked like an evil.

“What are you thinking? Don’t worry, I am not a serial killer guys. Just watch and learn.”

Kate look at me. I just wink at her. I can handle myself and I will not let myself to get hurt. I know this plan can do something bad, but if this plan can help, I am sure that, that playboy will change.

He will change. Everything will change.

“If that what you want, we can help but I hope it works, since you have passed the exam last week, you can go on the first section of your grade. And don’t worry, we will work on it.” Michelle said and smirked.

“Thank you guys, but wait, what is that blue-eyed maniac playboy name? Luke … what? Oh I forgot.” I am blanked space.

They all laughed and my left eyebrow lifted not in time.

“You don’t know him? That’s so awful! He has been popular for 3 years and you still don’t know him?” Juliana said.

“He is just Lucas Robert Hemmings.”

“He’s our university heartthrob plus university prince but a playboy.” Roxy said and blushed. Oh, they really love that guy. But how and why? How did they fell in love with that maniac, it’s too weird.

Wait, and what did they say? Prince? I don’t even remember that Australia is a Monarchy one. It is not ruled by a King and queen.

“And then you don’t know him?”

I shrugged.

I always hear his name, inside the campus and even out of it. And I don’t care about him. I am not interested. And I don’t want to know more about his life.

“Well, you cannot blame me for not knowing him. And one thing, I will get rid of him.”