It all started roughly just over 2 years ago on a gay dating application called Grindr where I seen a profile picture of a cute looking guy who I will refer to as Mr G.

I think it was either him sitting in his car or he was standing in the bathroom looking through the mirror. 

Either way he caught my attention straight away so I messaged him and we began to chat and we seemed to get a long quite well to where we would chat to each other when ever we seen another online. 

I have to admit that when ever I logged onto Grindr and seen that he was active i'd get a little excited and butterfly like in the stomach. 

our conversations would be about our days and what I or he was currently upto at times I'd send him some pictures in the hope to recieve some back but being on the receiving end it was rare that I'd receive pictures other then something PG rated.

 But in saying that it also showed me that he May be different to the other guys that i would normally come across on Grindr which also felt really refreshing. 

Then one night I was out in town having a few drinks with friends at a club called stonewall when I decided to go out for a smoke perfect timing I'm not sure.

but I was approached by a man who seemed to have known my name and he said hey Michael how are you I was like sorry you are?

 He then replied you don't know who Iam I'm like no sorry I don't then his like you will tomorrow mate. 

Then he walked off with a small group of friends I looked at my friend she's like do you know him I'm like no I'm pretty sure I don't she's like weird he new you're name.  

I think it was the very next day or days that followed and I messaged Mr G on Grindr and his response was like you remember me now to be honest it took me a few mins to click on I felt so bad & rude at the same time.