Dear Emi,

All I can do is just write these letters to you.

I did it every time I am thinking about you.

I did it all over again.

It shows how much I miss you.

I miss you so damn much.

Hi V, How are you?

It was friday noon in September, I lost my favourite green bag. I wore black, but I was not sad that time. I was so happy that day when I hear someone called my name properly. But still, I still cannot reach that voice all over again, I was trying so hard to realise that he is no longer mine. 

We will do it later , okay? my hands are so wet.

We were on a long road trip. It is 412.7 miles from home and it took 2.5 hours flight. For a long 4 months, I have been waiting for this moment, I could see his face again. I could make him smile again. I could make him laugh again. The best thing is He could feel my presence. I am so thankful, every moment that I have spent with my best friend. 

It was September, and I still cannot forget it yet. Maybe I would not forget about that cheerful September. I just wanna remember it until I lost everything I have got in my life. Until then, I wish he is happy.

What if  I did not stand at the seashore?

— I would never see the most wonderful sunsets in my life. I would never know what I feel all this time. I feel hurt by loving you, sunsets.