Dedicated to my family, my support.
Searching for a solution.
Full System Defragmentation reccommended. Create Restore Point?
Everything's slowed down. I have to remind myself to breathe.
My entire body feels so heavy. I can hardly lift my head.
Restore Point Sucessfully Created.
Behind my eyes my mind is whirling.
Continue with Full System Defragmentation?
Everything's being studied all at once, everywhere.
How can I think so clearly when there's so much noise?
Do not turn off or unplug your system.
I can still hear you.
Please close all other programs to maximize efficiency.
I can still see you.
Memory files successfully stored in vault.
I just can't seem to feel anything.
Request invalid. The server is busy.
My body is just going through the motions.
Estimated time remaining...
I'm alive, and I know it.
But it's hard to keep moving.
Backlight will go out in five.
I'm just tired.
Entering Sleep Mode.
I'll feel better when I wake up.
Defragmentation will not be interrupted.
Just give me two hours.
Would you like to restart now?
There, now. Things got clear again.
Verify Username and Password.
Nothing feels so unbearable anymore.
System Fully Restored.
Following are a few of my poems which I feel have a very heavy emotional link to, and fit well with System Scan as a whole. These will cover similar themes of anxiety, depression, panic disorder, disassociation, OCD, and probably a few underlying mental health diagnoses as experienced through my travels in life. Each of these is very personal to me, and is not expected to register the same with another. These are my experiences, and they don't always make sense, even to me.
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