It was the most ordinary day. One of many similar ordinary days, as before. Same as yesterday, last week and last month.  The same... except it is "new"...    Maybe the day would be different, but not me. For me, it would be the most usual. The alarm clock is at 10:30. I'll get up at 11:00. Why should I get up early? -Jack thought to himself. It would be better to get up later ... but okay,11:00 is enough to get enough sleep and gather my thoughts. Things to do? What's the news in the world? What is going on behind the window? Life goes on, children are playing on the playground, and I still drink coffee and dream ... "Rubbish" from social networks... I should not forget to clean it - again a lot of news from the news feed, again everyone writes about fast money on the Internet, lottery, online casinos, good old promises of big money. Damn ... It seems everyone gets some except me. For the umpteenth time, I receive emails regarding new unbelievable prizes, and cash bonuses https://bettingcasinoslots.com/20-free-no-deposit-bonus/ from those online casinos in which I played before. Playing slot games take much time, thus being lazy I can't afford to spend 5-6 hours a day spinning the reels. Therefore, the lottery is my only chance. Life goes on, the problems remain unsolved. All the same bills, insurance, parking space payment, the same struggle for a place under palm trees. I could go to work. What for? From morning till evening to live day after day, to hate people in the bus. They rush, push, step on feet. Vanity. Yes, maybe ... But not for long ... I lasted for about four months last time. Yes, it was not bad, time was not enough for meditation and care. Leaving early, you come late. And so every day for a month. And next month. And one more ... And more ...  And then what? So you can live life and not have time to enjoy it .... And what's the point? And when to love? And when to enjoy walking and the warm sun? You forget to get enough sleep and have a day off only and do that you are asleep ... And tomorrow again to work. I hate it.    But you already get used to this life. To such a regime you do not notice how time passes. Only fatigue and hatred reminds you "Maybe it's enough already ?! It's time to change something! " And here you decide to change something. But what?  There is no longer that hateful all-consuming work. Free time for life. Do not rush anywhere. But what is to be done? Where can I find my place under the sun? Questions before going to bed. You turn around. Tomorrow my mother will again offer vacancies, which I should have gone in her opinion. But I, as always, do not like her ideas ... And already this calm tired. It would be necessary to do something. Really. Probably it's time .... I'll think about this before I go to sleep. And when the next ordinary day comes, I will also think about it and look for what I need ... In the meantime, I might fill one more lottery ticket. I think it will be the last one for today. Who knows when I'll be lucky anyway.    And one day there will come another day, not like these. It will be brighter, more pleasant, will be filled with pleasant sensations. He will be better, kinder and lighter ... He will definitely. It will come so suddenly that these ordinary days will seem grey and gloomy compared to him. He will change everything. I believe in it. I know. I am waiting…