This is a story about my life. It will tell you how I became the person I am today. I’m here to testify and tell you everything I have got to say. Before I get into this; please notice that there’s more like me suffering me and those who go unnoticed, don’t speak and they are the ones we tend to miss. It all started in my youth, outcast and isolated and had no one to turn to not even those under my roof. Loss of family, loss of self and result was ultimately hating ones self. I had no one but monster lurking in my head. Telling me stuff like you should be dead.

My road to suffering started from as a child. As a baby and toddler I was kind of wild. Though as the early years went to quick I don’t want to ruin that memory by overthinking or I’ll be sick. The main problems stemmed from my teens, so many factors contributed to my downfall, as I can recall so many scenes. Through my years in school I never really had any friends or peers. I just remember being alone and everything and everyone I feared. Bullied in school days on ends, but I though that was a joke being played my my friends. Never being involved or invited, you’d never see me outside never sighted. I remember a time when I knew this boy, we grew up together from infants and I even remember playing and sharing our toys. We lived so close and became a team, but little did I know it that was as good as it would get and not what happened in the future not in my wildest dream.