Chapter 1

That I felt along all this years make me be more depressed and hate my self all the time it goes..

I just want feel love and see that someone in this f world care about me. I just want to know why they hate me?? What I did ? Or what's wrong with me??.

i just want them love me and specialty him... I hate that time , that second and that day I fall in love with him .

I just hate him and hate them all , I hate my self and everything about me... I hate this world and everything in it..

I just wish if I can go somewhere there I can't see all of them or some human.

My tears rain on my face every night but no one cares they hate me every one hate me .

Who's that one who will love someone like me , I'm ugly and horrible I'm like ghost and I'm crazy I'm so woeful  person.

Okey you guys are like what's going on here hhhh but really this is my life and I always think this things about my self so this is usual...

My name is Samiya and I'm 17 years old and all this things happening  to me in this young year.

It feels like I'm going trough depressing and I lost all my friends at some no reason..

And I don't know why they all hate me and why they do all this to me?

Really my story is so long and I just will start the story in the middle of all this shi**

                                                    Chapter 2

It all began with that day I became at teenage after that my life got so horrible and I began didn't understand what the h** is going on In my life.

Everyone just became not at usual they became different and more unwanted.

I just start hate school actually I began hate everything, everyone and at last my self too.

I acted like I'm sick so I don't go to school and I began trough that Social Phobia . 

                      " I know this is goin to be big and not nice "

I was home all the summer and of course I was spending time with my family so I was happy sometimes.

But I was with out friends and felt so lonely.... I began think about that old happy girl me who had nice time and didn't felt one time along are right here right now feeling this horrible feels.

                                                   Chapter 3

The summer was over and school is about to start. Of course I want't go to school but I must to.

It come school start and I went to school it was nice day that day, but in time one day  the teacher got me in a group so there was a boy he had his   Phone and I thought he is about taking a picture of me.

So I said to him " what are you doing? Stop taken a picture! " I said it loudly and with angry sound.

Then he said to me a word that I still remember until this day , he said " I'm not taking a picture of you , just know that you are ugly right ".

That day I felt angry and unwanted I just began hate my self so much .

And I know you guys are saying is that everything who made you be like this ? This easy thing ? . But it's not don't judge before I end my word.

And that's not everything my schoolmates Call me awful fish name and did a song about the fish.

They began sing the song everywhere I told them to stop but they still sang the song.

I tried to tell this to someone but who? as I told I don't have someone I kept it to my self.

And it didn't ended here one day when we had sport in school so when we finished the play I run with I flag and the one of my schoolmates run after me and he butch me back so hard that I fly and fell in the ground. 

~ This's a true story and please if u guys liked it let me know , I will think about if I will keep continue The story or let it be.

Cause I don't want tell an none interesting Story and let people know my story. 

Please have fun in your life and love your self that's important ❤️~