I feel the tiny pricks draining me of my blood. I can't think of any other pain i have had before. You take life for granted you just ask and get. Well i got it alright. I got the death penalty took from my friends my family. I still can t wait to end this and go to sleep. Why can't i just sleep forever the pain would go and i would be at peace. 

" James come on time to go to your uncles" it was that time of the year again uncles grants birthday the time of the year when our family gets him a brand new mug. Well i got to get up dont i cannot wait till the day ends and i can sleep again. Fuck this im gonna just take a few buds up aswell. Better to get drunk as a skunk since we gonna be bored for a century. "James stop talking to yourself your sister waiting." Aghh i cant stand  my mum although i got to be kind to her because my dead beat father walked away when i was little ran away with a whore. Typical guys if there is one thing my mother told me it was " a dick can make a child but it takes a man to be there for that chid."