Life can be so hard. And it gets harder and harder everyday.

Everything is turning into the worst. Everyone is turning bad and nothing is the same. 

In my 17 years of life I have felt nothing but hurt and betrayal by everyone and anyone.

But right now as I'm standing in front of my mom's grave I know that it's no ones fault.

 Life is a game. If you're a good player  who knows all the rules and the twists then you're going to survive this game and win at the end.

And that's what I'm going to be.

A good player