Sophie is a girl with a anxiety disorder  it keep getting so worse she even had a mental breakdown and saying "I wanna die" and having these racing thoughts in her head but she cancelled her psychatrists appointment "for what you ask? well " it's about a you know what a boy yes a boy. But not any boy this person she knew since she was little like when she went to grammar school with and she used to talk to him in gym class and he would play with her and joke around with her but he was shy about his feelings for her. But now it is different she was walking out of her school that finished and she seen his mother saying"Sophie remember Him from your grammar school he always talks about you saying she is so pretty and I like love her" 

Sophie says "well what does he looks like".   His mother says "he is a quiet kid in 11th grade always wears a hoodie and carries a binder well wait for him to come out" Sophie waits for him to come out and says"wait I know you are in my gym class I always talk to you" he says "I don't know anything " .then his face lights up like a tomatoe. 

The security guards say "he loves Sophie". His mother says "look he is happy to see her "

His mother asks what grade are you in I say "tenth".

Then today in gym class I see him go into the boys locker room and I was outside in the hallway then i talk to him and say "do you like me dude"

He says"yes I love you but sometimes you are a pain in my bum but I love you anyway"

Sophie starts to blush and get confused . 

Then Sophie says "were you really in my gym class back at are old school"

He says "yes I liked you back at the old school but I was gonna tell you "

Sophie says "what is your name "

He says "Jordan"

 Today Sophie gets up early and gets dressed and has no hunger like it has been for a week. Sophie's mom says"Sophie where are you going " then Sophie says "I am taking the metro today " 

Sophie's mom " you do not want me to give a ride to school today "

Sophie says"no it's fine I will take the metro bye"

Sophie's mom "bye have a good day at school". Then Sophie's mom is confused and starts saying"something is not right with Sophie she never takes the metro "

Sophie gets to school at 7:00 am and waits for the door to open suddenly she starts to cry and has a mental breakdown and when she seen Jordan says"hi" but Sophie just ran past him crying and says "why do I keep having these thoughts like involve me dying and negative thoughts like ,failure ,loser,ugly,horrible ,terrible.

Sophie gets to class and is still crying her Teacher says"what is wrong Sophie "

Sophie says" I have these negative thoughts including suicidel thoughts . Then the teacher brings Sophie down to see a counseler . The Counseler says "what seems to be the problem ??"

Sophie says " well I have not eaten in two three days I have no hunger and I sleep less or to much"

The counseler says "well do you take pills for your depression "

Sophie says "yes but they are not working I have been taking then for a year now and it's Zoloft 25 milligrams but I even cry myself to sleep almost everyday thinking about the negative thoughts that stay in my head "

The Counseler says"well you have been taking your pills for a year but they are not working well you might need an upper dose.

Sophie says "yeah I know but I feel like I have gone insane or crazy that is how I feel anyway"

The Counseler says"well you are not crazy you have an illness , that is like saying someone with diabetes is crazy cause it is in their heart plus you will have your manic episodes of  depression just get that out of your head you are not crazy .

 Sophie goes the rest of the day thinking about what the Counseler said "you are not crazy you need to get that out of your head".

Sophie says"to be fair maybe I am not crazy depression is a illness and a anxiety disorder can affect me just like depression. Then Sophie says"omg I remember him I don't like him I love him but I'm glad he likes me to I didn't think anyone would like a trouble maker like me but I'm still a caring loving person though "

Jordan sees Sophie and walks up to her the both sit next to each other and both blush .

Sophie says " hey Jordan how are you ? 

Jordan says"good ,Sophie can I ask you a question 

Sophie says " Sure what's up"

Jordan says "I love you and wanna be with you "

Sophie says " I love you to and always will plus I wanna be with  you no matter what happens I don't care what my parents think I love you plus it's not thier decision it's mine I wanna be with you no matter what age when you are in love and wanna be with that person just like a great guy like you is good to me .

Jordan and Sophie watch the sunset and share a romantic day together sitting on a blanket and holding each other then the kissed .

Jordan says " I love you "

Sophie say"I love you to"