40.2
The Untold Secret Journal
January 2,1998
Dear Friend
I wrote you because you are the only one who listens.
Pretty much today I woke-up as usual. My dad drove me to the hospital just like every day before going to his work. I was waiting for my name to be called. Then Doctor Delegates called me( Just in case she is my psychologist) We sat down and had the longest talk in my life, but she finally had a solution to all my problems. I have PTSD(know as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) And other Bull-Shit Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, and Anorexia. My life is so fun!
See You Later My Dear Friend
With Love DMirelys.♡♡
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Chapter 2
January 3, 1998
I wrote because they say you listen and understand people
You told me a couple months ago. To never have sex because I am mad or just because I want to disconnect myself from this damn world, cuz sex isn't for granted. And you just told me to never ask who you are or how old are. You just told me to appreciate life and find what It means. Because it takes a merry- go round to move forward. So basically this my life. I am sad, lonely and I am trying to discover how could this be possible.
See You Later My Dear Friend
With Love DMirelys.♡♡
Chapter 3
January 4,1998
Dear Friend
I wrote because I am scared.
I got raped by own friend Wildys. He asks me if I like it (How could this Mother-Fucker ask me this kind of question when I said "I didn't want to have sex in the first place.) Now how am I suppose to feel what sex its like when you really want to have sex? How am I suppose to trust fucking boys? You told me everything was gonna be alright! Sadly my parents never listen to me. I am losing my mind. Maybe I should take a double dose of my medications. He literally called yesterday, He told me that I was a whore for sleeping with him. I got up for school, for some reason my phone won't stop blowing when I saw what it was my world was crumbling down. He literally put a damn post on Facebook that we had a great time and that I was all in it. What am I suppose to? Are you suppose to be my friend? Now I will have to suck it in and this Bull- Shit will haunt me the rest of my life remember that!
Bye See You Later My Dear Friend
With Love DMirelys.♡♡