Grief, Pain, Hurt

 

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First taste of pain

 It's pain that's firing in my soul

It's blemishing and hot

It's hurt anew

I can't scream

I can't even shout out

In fear of being hurt even more

I want to cry

In hope of washing out the past

But I'll stay strong

Won't let my pain show

It's a matter of streghth

It's a matter of weakness

The weak don't live only the strong do

And I want to live

 I want to see a day when my pains better

 I want to see the day when my pain is no more

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Missed but never forgotten

 I was young

And you were younger

I watched you die

 You slumped to the floor

I cried out, but couldn't get nearer

I had to leave her

Please forgive me

I liked to think I watch over her from the clouds

Even though she was on better grounds

I'd look at the sky and tell her to brush her teeth and bathe

And I'd pretend she said Ok Big Sissy

I grieve I had lost my only friend

I miss her until this day

I won't forget

And I want revenge

The story never told

 It was full of sin

Please forgive me little sister

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Suicide, miss, and bliss

 I stood at the cliff and peered over it for a while

I compemated if anyone would miss me

I thought of my sister

My so great hero

If I jumped I be with her

I took a step forward

And then a step back

What was holding me to the floor

What little did I have to look for

I hated my mother

I hated my father

You were the only one I loved

Since I never had any friends

I stepped forward

I made my mind

I remember screaming and then a bliss

And my sister was saying

Welcome sis

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