Poems By Me
Chapter 1
Human beings live a life full of destruction
I look into the eyes of a baby
I see the humbleness and joy in their eyes
I hear the soothing melody of their giggle
But they are liars
Babies never tell me what they will become:
A murderer, a thief, a rapist, a terrorist, worst of all a liars
Your worst nightmare
Humans leave a path of destruction
Take everything you once had
Take your purity without concession
Take your last breathe without warning
Humans live and breath death
Bloodshed without a shed of a tear
Deprive of existence for delection
They are reasons for extinction
Yet look down upon self mutilation
They live a life of no sympathy
No heart to share
No right state of mind to know what is wrong is wrong
No guts to admit they are amiss
Humans are selfish
Human are ignorant
Humans are malignant
Humans are so beserk that inhuman has became human
The worst part of these humans
Is realizing you are the beast
Looking back at all of the broken glass you have left
I don't want to be part of the crime of being human
But I don't want to admit that I committed this crime
My whole life
Every thought became a bullet
Every movement became a punch in my face
Every word became a slice in my heart
Every interaction became a stab in my back
And when I realize that,
I realize
The biggest
The baddest
Most malicious human of them all
Is the one inside me
I look in the mirror
Instead of my reflection
I see the monster
I'm alive but I don't live
I just breathe
I am eccentric
As if the walking dead
Their is no point of living
When I don't even live
There is no winning or losing when I live the life of a human
Surrendering is the only way out of the game
I go into the cellar
Grab a bottle of the finest liquor my dad had
Hoping the alcohol will make me forget
I go into the medicine cabinet
Grab a bottle of painkillers that my mom uses for her migranes
Hoping the pills will kill my pain
I lay in the tub
Wait for the time to come
I look out the window
I see a bird
I ponder the things I could do if I was a bird
If I was that bird
I would provide a melody for trees
They would dance to it as they sway in the wind
If I was that bird
I would fly as far as my tiny wing would take me
Thousands of miles away
But that would not happen
In ten seconds I won't be on this monster infested planet
I will be in darkness where no human will be
My pain will end
Enough of this living nightmare
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