Poems By Me

 

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Chapter 1

Human beings live a life full of destruction

I look into the eyes of a baby

I see the humbleness and joy in their eyes

I hear the soothing melody of their giggle

But they are liars

Babies never tell me what they will become:

A murderer, a thief, a rapist, a terrorist, worst of all a liars

Your worst nightmare

Humans leave a path of destruction

Take everything you once had

Take your purity without concession

Take your last breathe without warning

Humans live and breath death

Bloodshed without a shed of a tear

Deprive of existence for delection

They are reasons for extinction

Yet look down upon self mutilation

They live a life of no sympathy

No heart to share

No right state of mind to know what is wrong is wrong

No guts to admit they are amiss

Humans are selfish

Human are ignorant

Humans are malignant

Humans are so beserk that inhuman has became human

The worst part of these humans

Is realizing you are the beast

Looking back at all of the broken glass you have left

I don't want to be part of the crime of being human

But I don't want to admit that I committed this crime

My whole life

Every thought became a bullet

Every movement became a punch in my face

Every word became a slice in my heart

Every interaction became a stab in my back

And when I realize that,

I realize

The biggest

The baddest

Most malicious human of them all

Is the one inside me

I look in the mirror

Instead of my reflection

I see the monster

I'm alive but I don't live

I just breathe

I am eccentric

As if the walking dead

Their is no point of living

When I don't even live

There is no winning or losing when I live the life of a human

Surrendering is the only way out of the game

I go into the cellar

Grab a bottle of the finest liquor my dad had

Hoping the alcohol will make me forget

I go into the medicine cabinet

Grab a bottle of painkillers that my mom uses for her migranes

Hoping the pills will kill my pain

I lay in the tub

Wait for the time to come

I look out the window

I see a bird

I ponder the things I could do if I was a bird

If I was that bird

I would provide a melody for trees

They would dance to it as they sway in the wind

If I was that bird

I would fly as far as my tiny wing would take me

Thousands of miles away

But that would not happen

In ten seconds I won't be on this monster infested planet

I will be in darkness where no human will be

My pain will end

Enough of this living nightmare

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