We Found "Love"

 

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Chapter one Part one:

It’s about that time in my life I’ve reached and I just don’t care anymore, about anyone or anything. I know you probably wondering if there is someone out there that I care deeply about or just care about period. Right now honestly no I wish that I had an answer for you or if I actually knew how to answer the question. Look Dr. Carol is it? I shouldn’t be sitting here talking about my life to you like you care so you cansit here and tell me I need help and prescribe me with medicine, and you still walk out with a check and a more screwed up and just fucked up patient. Hmm you doctors kill me I mean shrinks kills me you look down on me one because I’m another African American female that’s suffering I’mjust another statistic to you people. So what is it that you really want from me ?Dr. Carol huh? Run an experiment on me be one of your test dummies huh? What carol!? Answer me damn it. “NoAlicia, I’m not sure what you have been through but yes I am a doctor and will not be disrespected in my own office. If you must know “you people” are not all the same is that all you see is col?”What color Carol? I’m the one with color you have it easy I don’t so stop with your doctor talk bull shit. “Alicia I’m here to help ok I’m not the enemy I care about all my patients no matter the color the gender or the things they are going through and suffering with. “Have a seat and let’s talk like two adults don’t look at me as the shrink, look at me as your best friend instead picture me the same age as you and we are at your house and talking about your day.” Lord please forgive me for what I am about to do. Alicia I know you like to smoke it’s not good but I know you like to do it so have a seat smoke a cigarette and let’stalk about your day or what you going through and have been through.”  Nah Carol I’m good I’m not your sucker today I don’t need your help I’m fine. “okay Alicia have it your way here’smy card and my cell phone number if you need help with anything Alicia you can call me no matter what and don’t worry about the time because I will always be there for you.” Yea whatever just give me the card so I can go?

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