Thoughts Of A Lost Soul

 

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Rage

 Rage  


Rage I feel you 

I feel you in my body & I feel you in my soul 

The feeling of you takes over me to the point where I can’t see 

I’m blinded by the anger that also strengthens me 

Maybe I Should continue To try to rid this distressful feeling 

But it’s like I’m no longer willing 

Darkness ..I feel you the light that I was once in ..hiding 

It’s gone now and I’m letting the darkness sink in  

Darkness  I’m facing you 


Why are things like this even happening to me. 

Why am I bad person ?

Why don’t I feel obligated to better my self any more ?

What’s wrong with me 🤔 I ponder and ponder on the thought of death 

But to lazy to even say the shit with my chest. 

Why am I so ready to die 

When death is already guaranteed 

Why am I so quick to want to be freed 

I use to be so sure about life but now I’m on my knees praying to someone wishing for better days 

Maybe I should  be wishing for better ways ? 

Trying to find love but nobody’s willing to love me 

Am i actually the problem 🤔


Going every which way trying to find my path 

Which fucking path is it man 

I’m going insane 

But it’s only me to blame 

Why do I feel so unmatched to everything 

Why are people even talking about me this shit is so weird bruh life is weird death it weird everything is just so sickening and I’m still here same as I was same as yesterday lost asf 

Not knowing when I’m gone die or how imma die I keep feeling  like imma be the cause of my own death but who knows cuz I don’t. 

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Alice-Elizabeth

I can relate to this so much, questioning myself a lot and feeling irritable.

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