Hi, I’m Olivia and I’ve always wanted to express myself in some kind of way.
I used to say young love was beautiful. Now I’ve experienced it and I realize it has a poker face. It looks fun on the outside but on the inside when you experience it, it’s pure hell. Sure, it can be fun when you find somebody you love but once they break your heart, you hurt. You hurt really bad. It feels as though the tears you cry are suffocating you and you just want to drown already. When they break your heart they don’t feel bad and you start to wonder if they ever loved you. You start to catch little glimpses of them and break down. My parents always tell me I shouldn’t cry over a boy but I’m sure they did when they were younger. They just don’t get it. They just don’t get how much you hurt. They always think you don’t know what love is but the truth is most people do and when you experience love you feel amazing. They make you feel like a princess and your the only one they ever want. Then they make your whole world falls apart and that’s when you break. You cry and cry and cry and you can’t stop. When you finally stop crying your still broken. So, I guess this is a warning to all young people: stay away from love, it’s torture. You don’t wanna be a part of it