I sat on my chair and prepare my pen
Express what I feel to know how and when
Why I am like this, sitting quietly
Isolate and escape reality
Grew up as a child living on my fear
Ignore how they judge me and what I hear
Gave them a smile every time they are near
They return a grin? Don’t know, it’s not clear
Trying to escape mistakes from the past
I would go to dreamland that’s where I last
No hurt and pain, happiness what I cast
But the dreams not real so it fade so fast
Every time I hear that they start to laugh
Cannot face shameful past, I’m not that tough
Criticisms I face, making this ache
Humiliation pounds me ‘till I break
Disturbia by Xean Hyun
Story Written: 2017
EBook Published: 2017
Book Cover: deviantart.com, fotor.com
All Rights Reserved.
someone run away from the past...
to forget everything...