I stay on my home never do a thing
Lock myself up to avoid everything
Close windows to hide what’s on the outside
On this room with the lights out I reside
Left work for a while can’t do my duties
Absent to class can’t focus studies
Sadness and despair that’s what left out
They ask what’s wrong no voices to come out
To you I’m sighing but I am gasping
You look like grinning but you’re just smiling
I hear sarcasms inside of laughter
My heart screaming want to end it sooner
My conscience crying for what I’m doing
It’s not my mistake but I’m suffering
My heart stops beating that turns me to numb
My brain stops thinking that made me a dumb
Paranoia by Xean Hyun
Story Written: 2017
EBook Published: 2017
Book Cover: shutterstock.com, fotor.com
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My heart stops beating...
My brain stops thinking...