Age 7 living in Yonkers New York my mother got to know some chick named Maria nights in bed with the sound of them haveing sex woke up to know I have 5 step sisters and good cooked breastfest I was happy we finally got out of a Shelter of the dumps. my mother found the love of her life so I thought.  Things started to change after 5  months  for the worst instead of the sound of them having sex it’s was the sound of thing crashing on the floor and arguing about me I was the blame for them  just because I had a bad dream and interrupted their sex  that’s when my life changed  I woke up to no breakfast and five stepsisters who beat me every day because I was the youngest.  I started to shut down and stop talking one time I stop talking for two months and never said a word  after the two months my mother started drinking she became an alcoholic I came from school one day she told me to pour her a glass of water and I dropped it by accident and as I was picking  The glass of the floor she kicked me in my rib cage with her big Timberland boots.she became an acholic when her  relationship started going down she found out Maria was still useing crack and was still choosing if she liked girls.one night I woke up to the sound of yelling and it was my mother trying to kill herself because she hade enough of Maria’s crap.Maria came home whenever she wanted to.she hade no respect for my mom and used my mom for money.one morning I want to visit one of my step sisters in Virginia she was locked up in a crazy house and as her mother was talking to one of the  guards at the front desk she told me the  relationship is not gonna last.As we were going home I ask Maria why are you with my mom she said because I love her I  replied that’s not true she slapped me and put me in the corner for a week I hade to get up and go in the corner .I went to bed one day and woke up to argueing and a belt mark with blood driping down my leg for no reasons I felt like taking  my own life because every time I woke up it was something new to be done or said to me. Me and my mother started becomeing  distant after a while  never opened up much always stayed alone .My mother left Maria and moved to Mount  Vernon New York one day and we where happy till one night I woke up to Marias face saying  I want you back me praying my mother would say no but of course I was wrong she accepted and turned our lives into hell again then left her for good after 4 months moved to New Rochelle New York  started a new life.Went to middle school came out  successful  Started my first year of high school met some amazing friends that  until that all came crashing down.I hade 4 girl friends until they started dumping me for other friends and then it become 2 guys